Sunday, December 27, 2009


B my colleague here at work introduced me to his Direct Report back when he was still at his old company. Nope B is not Gay, he is a straight and is very supportive my lifestyle.
He gave me PB’s number.
His number has been in my phonebook give or takes a Week. One day I finally got so bored and decided to send a message to PB.

Dhon: Musta?
PB: Ok lang, Hus dis?
Dhon: I’m Dhon.
PB: Were did you get my number?
Dhon: B gave me your number? Is it alright to be textmates?

After countless text messages (really didn’t mind, since we are both using Sun Network and I am on unlimited text for 7 days) we finally arrived to planning to meet. As I was about to open the topic of why not meeting now to get this over with; it seems PB is not ready and he asked me the weirdest question.

PB: are you Male or Female?

Whaaaat?! I thought i was clear from the beginning that I am not a girl. Plus do you know a mother who would name his daughter DHON? So benefit of the doubt was swirling on my mind. i thought maybe in their planet Dhon is a unisex name.

Dhon: Male po. Discreet. (Char! – I know I know! Reserve your violent reaction on the comment section)
Hey if you are not into it. I am cool with it just tell me.

PB: Nope I am cool with it.

“Curious” I though. B told me that he is not straight. So I asked him the same question..

Dhon: Ikaw? You straight or Discreet?
PB: Discreet before but going staright

I almost fell out of my chair.. WHHAAATTT??! Merong ganun?
How do you go from Gay to Straight? Is there a specific diet or routine?
After receiving that reply he immediately fell in the “Potential Emotional F*ckwit Category” and I already made a promise to myself to avoid those kinds of people… These are the type of people i have been attracting lately; like moth to a fire and don't get me wrong i did gave it a chance and it was a Disaster.. "NEVER AGAIN"

So i bid farewell to PB in my mind and erased his number with a smile on my face.

I think i just spared myself future Pains

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Manila Night Life

I really don’t know what to expect…
But the good thing is, Teban told me that on the weekend we plan to be in Manila is also the PRIDE PARADE there…
Wow.. What a sweet surprise?! Finally we get to witness such event!
We plan to hit the Club and experience the Night Life that manila has to offer..

Excited! Do you have any suggestions?

photos by: .Jessa of Flicker

Saturday, November 28, 2009

The Regrets

It’s Sunday and I’m so bored. I went partying last night with friends and went home at around 8 am in the morning. Yes 8am in the morning! Don’t ask me what I was doing since Doce closes at around 6am. Details will be on another entry.

So I though I should post this picture I grabbed from a friend of a friend in Facebook.
We all have regrets, both personal, professional and of course our Love lives.. Well this one mainly focuses on the Love life aspect..

Someone once said to me that the truth hurts but later on our body will learn to adopt with the pain and soon we would have learned to cope up.


Monday, November 23, 2009

A Different kind of High

Last Saturday Lexmark being a socially responsible company had two major events.
One was Gawad Kalinga’s Home building activity and the second was a Dental Mission.
I was supposed to go home early and rejuvenate (Since I came to work early); but KD asked me to join the medical mission. I was at first not interested, I was tired and really could use some shut eye.
Then I realize, instead of sleeping and making myself fat or worst.. alright I don’t know anything worst than me going fat except probably death by Boredom or being run over by a Pedicab.. Instead I used this time to lend a helping hand. Besides I kind of miss being a nurse; this is the perfect opportunity for me to partly practice my profession.

"If you want happiness for an hour, take a nap. If you want happiness for a day, go fishing. If you want happiness for a year, inherit a fortune. If you want happiness for a lifetime, help somebody."
~Chinese Proverb

It was tiring but a very rewarding experience; instead of spending the enitre saturday watching DVD and sleeping. You went into the world and helped out.

Helping people gave me a different kind of high; not like those late night parties or taking prohibited drugs kind of esctacy. it was more of a guilt free high, seeing people specially mothers smile at the fact that thier children will no longer cry in pain, miss a school because of a toothache.

This is the kind of High i want people to experience, a high that i want them to be addicted.

Friday, November 20, 2009

The Man who can't be moved

“Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving….”

-Script "the man who can't be moved"

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Just when I thought

Just when I thought I was free from his spell over me…
I was single and Yes,Quiet happy…

Then I got a message from a friend…
That He is seeing an old friend of mine..
Suddenly.. after I heard the news..

These feelings started to appear out of nowhere…
Love, Jealousy, Hate, Hope
It started to pile up and rise from the depths of my heart
With nowhere to go except in to my eyes…
all these mixed emotions suddenly materialized as it was about to go out...
It became tears…

Just when I thought… i was done with this chapter of my life
But it seems that I am lingering still
Hoping that by doing so…Another page will suddenly appear
That could change the outcome…

Just when I thought that the storm was over.. I realized that the sunshine I felt was it’s eye…

Just when I thought I could start to rebuilt my life after that earthquake that rocked my world to the core.. and Aftershock came…

Just when I thought…

But I know the time will come that I can say that the storm has past or the earthquake is over...
Until such time i have to be strong.. and use this time to love myself more...

Like what the story "Missing Piece meets the Big O"...
I can use this time to liftpullflopliftpullflop... until i become whole.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009


……I wish you would understand………..
……..that the world does not revolve around you and your feelings alone….
….We understood and acknowledged how you felt…
… At least all you could do is acknowledge ours as well…
.. I know it’s not easy having conflicts...
..What more if you are in between it..
..People already got hit with the stray bullets that are being fired by both side…
..We are tip toeing on the Verbal mine field…
..Fearing the next step, on the next day we could get hurt…
..We are not complaining, you are our friend and that’s what friends do..
..But its starting to affect us all..
…All I can say is that...
… We are willing to walk a mile wearing your shoes…
…As long as you willing to walk on ours...

Friday, November 13, 2009

The missing piece meets the Big O

As I was contemplating on my work station on how many hours I slept and if I logged in at that time what time can I actually logged off from work.
I opened my Yahoo Messenger and saw a very interesting status message from an old friend (Louie)

Status Message: Moral lesson: A healthy and lasting relationship consists of two whole individuals.

‘Wow.. That’s quite a mouthful..

“Hey.. Yes it! Do you want me to forward you the email that contains the story?”

“Please do… forward it to my company email add”

“It actually came from James”

Hearing that I actually laughed… Will talk about James some other time!

The story actually reminded of the book “HOPE FOR THE FLOWER”; why? It’s like reading a children’s story book.

I was amazed of the story and how simple the dialogue was yet the lesson was very powerful.
That is why I decided to share it to the world…


MORAL LESSON: A Healthy Relationship consist of two Whole individuals

Tuesday, November 10, 2009


I know that you have probably read this and this has been posted and present on the Blog world for I don’t know since time in memoriam.. Ok maybe I exaggerated a bit.. This is authored by Rick Warren of the Purpose Driven Life and entitled it “The Greatest Advice”

This compilation, along with Bob Ong’s compilation has been my source of Answer, humor and yes even enlightenment in times when I start to question myself and everything around me..


Rick Warren, the Purpose Driven Life

Don't date because you are desperate.

Don't marry because you are miserable.

Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior.

Don't philander because you think you are irresistible.

Don't associate with people you can't trust.

Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.

Don't dictate because you are smarter.

Don't demand because you are stronger.

Don't sleep around because you think you are old enough & know better.

Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder.

Don't sell yourself, your family, or your ideals.

Don't stagnate!

Don't regress.

Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back.

Don't put your life on hold for possibly Mr. Right.

Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr. Wrong because your biological clock is ticking.

Learn a new skill.

Find a new friend.

Start a new career.

Sometimes, there is no race to be won, only a price to be paid for some of life's more hasty decisions.

To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless.

To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy.

To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy.

Don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons.

To make yourself happy, pursue your passions & be the best of what you can be.

Simplify your life. Take away the clutter.

Get rid of destructive elements: abusive friends, nasty habits, and dangerous liaisons.

Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdose on duty.

Don't live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family.

Be true to yourself.

Don't commit when you are not ready.

Don't keep others waiting needlessly.

Go on that trip. Don't postpone it.

Say those words. Don't let the moment pass.

Do what you have to, even at society's scorn.

Write poetry.

Love Deeply.

Walk barefoot.

Dance with wild abandon.

Cry at the movies.

Take care of yourself. Don't wait for someone to take care of you.

You light up your life.

You drive yourself to your destination.

No one completes you - except YOU.

It isn't true that life does not get easier with age.

It only gets more challenging.

Don't be afraid. Don't lose your capacity to love.

Pursue your passions.

Live your dreams.

Don't lose faith in God.

Don't grow old. Just grow YOU!

When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you'll never get back.

Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give to someone is your time.

Relationships take time and effort, and the best way to spell love is T-I-M-E because the essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others, but how much we give of ourselves.

God is good all the time!

Saturday, November 7, 2009


As I was watching SEX and the City from season 1 to 6 for the nth time, Yes I like to do some re-runs on (That’s my thing let it go!) as i was trying to wait for the next person to sweep me off my feet. I came across a line that really stuck in my head. It’s the last thing Carrie Bradshaw said at the end of Season 6 their last Season.

“Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.”

Then it hit me! This is a relationship that i need to focus, "A MUST KIND OF RELATIONSHIP"...

I haven’t had a relationship with myself for quite sometime now, and I admit I miss that.
Going to the movies alone, walking with nothing but the scenery and your IPOD or my music phone.
Drinking Coffee and reading a good book and going back to my passion writing on my little black book.
Walking with friends aimlessly or just have a sit down discussion over a cup of coffee…

After the Pooh Saga that has left me devastated and made me feel as big would say it

“I’m starting to feel like that needy chick again”.

I have made a decision; I will now focus on building a relationship with myself. It does mean that I will close my door to the possibilities, but how can you create a good relationship with someone when you don’t even have one for yourself.

I have a feeling that this new relationship will make me stronger and will make me a better Person, Son, Friend and Yes! Even a partner… Soon!

SO wish me luck ;)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

The Longest Hour

"It was the longest hour of my life, were i have to smile and pretend to be happy, while deep inside i was slowly crying"

After our whole day orientation in my new company, and after eating areound 1/4 of the rice and a lot for fruits and veggie’s for almost a week (Need to Start eating Healthy).
I suddenly felt the urge to eat some greasy and yummy chicken.. KFC perhaps?!
Pulled out my sun cellular phone...

Po: Gwen.. Were you? What you doing now?
G: I just got home, I roamed the street endlessly to tire myself so when i got home i would sleep immediately.
Po: Huh?! What's wrong with you?
G: I don't really want to talk about it.
Po: Ok. Next time then..

Thinking, What the hell ill just continues with my Fat free diet...

G: By the way.. Pooh also texted me. He will be going to SM to eat something.
Po: OK. I really don't have his number (Yes! I deleted his number!)
G: Oh don't worry i texted him that you are also going to SM.
Po: Ok (Secretly Smiling)

We were about to take a tour of the facilities with my new company when my Globe phone vibrated..
After we exchanged a couple of text messages; i suddenly found myself talking to pooh.
Pooh as charming as ever with his big smile, making his eye disappear even with his glasses on.
So we went to KFC and eat dinner ( as always we couldn’t decide were we will eat so picked the nearest one).
I really was not after the Food but i was slowly testing myself.. Am i really over him and ready to move on..

We talked a lot about life in general.
People we know and how his work is and he asked me in return how my work is.
It was the longest hour of my life, were i have to smile and pretend to be happy, while deep inside i was slowly crying. Yet i didn’t make it obvious in my face, for the first time I wore a mask to hide how I truly felt. I have always been a very open and straight forward person so it was very hard for me.

He went ahead because he has a online game tournament he has to attend at around 8pm.
I suddenly found myself staring at the empty seat, his seat right in front of for 20 minutes.
Tears were already building up i was about to burst into crying.
But i made sure to get a hold of myself…
At that moment I don’t even care were I am, I was thankful that I had sufficient strength to hold back my tears.

I suddenly found myself getting drunk with my friends in Mango... I just want to escape and forget that it ever happened.. My friends were there to comfort me and give me a hug. Finally I ended up crying in Mango in front of my friends.. I just have to let it out.. for my own sanity sake.
even if its the party place in cebu, i really didnt care..

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Prince of Persia and the Sands of Time

If you have been a PSP addict since it first came out. Then I am sure that you are familiar of this PRINCE OF PERSIA GAME.

Up to date, the game has revolved into a trilogy namely

• Prince of Persia and the Sands of Time
• Prince of Persia and the 2 Thrones
• Prince of Persia and the Warrior within

The Sands of Time:

Dastan is a 6th century prince of Persia who joins forces with a princess called Tamina. Together they try to prevent the Sands of Time, an ancient force of magic that gives its possessor the ability to reverse time, from falling into the hands of an , Nizam who plans to use its powers to take over the world.

Now what got me excited was the thought that they are making this into a movie. Now I know that this has been announced late March of 2004 when they are planning to a movie.
But then again, a lot of things could happen within that span of time.
What got me excited was when I watched the early news prior going to work, they announced it that the trailer is already out! NICE!

The best part of the news, is that Jake Gyllenhaal will play as Prince Dastan the lead character (NICE!)

This film is scheduled to be released 3rd quarter of next year! I can’t wait!

Here is the official Trailer of the Movie

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Lesson on Emotional Attachment

“Getting emotionally attached to someone can sometimes make us forget that we still have a life to live” –A. Perez

It usually starts with him asking me how I am or how my day is…
That how it usually starts, a simple hi and hello and how’s work

With just that….my entire defense, the “Berlin Wall” that I have created to shield myself from him. The “Angat Damn” that I built to control the flowing of my tears will both seize to exist.

Suddenly in no time I found myself back to square one; Broken, Sad and Depressed.

So I decided to post a question on my Facebook in a form of a status…

Among the many responses I got from this post, only one got my attention and made me realize something. It came from the most unlikely person;

A former agent of mine;

“Getting emotionally attached to someone can sometimes make us forget that we still have a life to live” –A. Perez

This literally stopped me in my tracks and then I reached an almost enlightened phase
Yes! I was so busy thinking about him that I almost forgot that I do have a life to live.
We became so engrossed with the other person, or wasted a lot of our time.
Being Depressed, Sleeping it off, getting drunk or just plainly feeling sorry for ourselves that we forgot to live our lives.
We only have one life and we better make the most out of it!

When I was young, my mom always told not to be selfish and consider how other people would feel before you make a decision or an action. Will this time I would have to say

“I’m Sorry Mom, this time I will be selfish! I will put my feelings first for now!”

So I made a decision to change my life, I don’t want to wake up one day and realize that I wasted a great chunk of my life feeling sad for myself. I won’t!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Cattski: MY TURN

Another Cattski Classic! MY TURN is actually a balad… and the one thing I liked about it is about Reconciliation and finding a way some how make it up to the person he loved dearly… My favorite line is the chorus

“It's for me to know that i walked away
Ignoring your tears
Now it's my turn to Love you
It’s written in the stars
I'll make up for the day i broke your heart
Now that I've found you
Love's what i owe you
Ill make up for the day i broke your heart”

This Song is dedicated to someone... who for the lack of a better term.. I owe Love
and hoping that someday.. He will give me that chance to Love Him and mend both our broken hearts..
(Pooh this is for you..)

Below is the Music Video and it took the liberty of transcribing the lyrics.. ENJOY!

My Turn

It doesn’t really matter
who found who
if you found me or if i found you
the questions are answered
Holes are filled
the Truth is revealed
and it doesn’t really matter
What we've both been through
Cause I’m a better me and your a better you
and you're quick to forgive me
As i apologize, I saw it in your eyes

There's a reason why now you are here
After all of those years
It's for me to know that i walked away
Ignoring your tears
Now it's my turn to Love you
it's written in the stars
I'll make up for the day i broke your heart
Now that I've found you
Love's what i owe you
Ill make up for the day i broke your heart

And all that really matters
now that I'm here, Now i can heal
From the pain we had to go through
For just one mistake
And everything we had to take

There's a reason why now you are here
After all of those years
It's for me to know that i walked away
ignoring your tears
Now it's my turn to Love you
it's written in the stars
I'll make up for the day i broke your heart
Now that I've found you
Love's what i owe you
Ill make up for the day..

I’m not gonna take you away
from the world that you know
Not gonna take you away
From the life that you know.. oh whoah..

Now it's my turn to Love you
it's written in the stars
I'll make up for the day i broke your heart
Now that I've found you
Love's what i owe you
Ill make up for the day i broke your heart

Cause its my turn to love you with all my heart

Tuesday, October 13, 2009


Kudos to Cattski for coming up with this song.
I never thought that someone would actually write a song about being a mistress
I really enjoyed listening to the song; it's both heartwarming at the same time contains powerful words.

Please spare some time to cuddle me
Let's make love under my sheets
I'll let you in my lonely room
And i'll show you what i mean

Please spare some time to hold me
Pillow talk our way to sleep
Give me some of those kisses
Please do that before you leave

Cause ill miss you
When you go back to your life
In that universe where i'm not part of your every single day
One last time
Help me make believe that you are mine
Before i slip away from your restless mind

One last time
teach me how to love you right
So you just might stay
For one more day or one more night

Please spare some time to love me
You can tell me all your dreams
Close your eyes and hoild me tight
And everything will be alright

Cause ill miss you
When you go back to your life
In that universe where i'm not part of your every single day
One last time
Help me make believe that you are mine
Before i slip away from your restless mind

One last time
teach me how to love you right
So you just might stay
For one more day or one more night

Cause ill miss you
when you leave me
when you close the door behind you
and leave me aching for you

When you go back to your life
When you sleep beside your wife
In that universe where i'm not part of your every single day

One last time
Help me make believe that you are mine
Before i slip away from your restless mind

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Pink idioms: MAYA

Pink Idioms:

> Discreet, closeted
> It is the Cebuano equivalent of the word PA-MEN-TA.

I really don’t have the exact logic why in cebu we call them MAYA instead of Pa-men-ta.
But it came to a point were it is a universal language here in cebu the funny thing Is even the straight guys here knows the meaning of this word. SO I wouldn’t be surprise when this would change soon.


Tuesday, September 29, 2009

A Letter to Pooh

Pooh ~

First of all I want to say,

Thank you for making me smile even when I felt the whole world was against me
Thank you being there when I was all alone, abandon by the world
Thank you for the being a not just my partner, but my mentor, colleague and confidant
Thank you for the care and attention that you have given me unconditionally
Thank you for reminding me who I am and what I am. That I do what I do not to please other people but to please myself
Thank you for remembering every monthsary and even our anniversary even if we are no longer together for almost 8 months.

I promised myself that something, if you have grown up then I will surely find my way back home to you. Then, one day while we were talking and texting, I found out that you have indeed grown up. Yet, at the back of my mind I was still scared.

I was scared to admit that I was still in love with you and that you have even out grown me in more ways than one.
“I loved you for 8 months, I have just been to scared and arrogant to realize it”

I was putting myself out there, going on dates and meeting new friends. But some how it never worked out with them, Then I finally realized one thing;
They could never surpass the one man I measure them against, and that’s you.

I found it hard to accept, that when I decided to walk my way home to you. You already have someone else there. I guess the parable of the prodigal son that we read in the bible was just an “Ideal” Scenario.

I fought a good fight, I can honestly say that. I know it was hard for you to decide between me and Rabbit, especially when I caused you so much pain and anguish. But then you have made your choice, Even if it’s not me I respect it.
I was hurt but then at the same time I am happy that you have finally opened your heart to someone else.

I wish you both nothing but the best in your relationship, I know you will work things out. I will always be here for you as a friend.

Thank you Pooh and Goodbye



Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Unashamed Cebu

Unashamed - True Love Waits
Cebu Conference Waterfront Hotel, Lahug 9am-5pm For details call or text 0917-862-7335 visit for more details

I think it's time...
that we all get educated...

~ Dhon Pal

Friday, September 11, 2009

Code Name: Single

I received this SMS from an old friend about Code Name: Single and I thought It was kind of harsh (Probably because I am single) at first. Then I realize the reason why I reacted to this it was because I was confronted with the truth.

Non-sugar coated came out of no-where slap kind of TRUTH.

Reality hurts and is depressing but it really is up to you if you let in prison you or set you free…

Reasons why some people are single:

Destiny Addict – Hoping and waiting for DESTINY to happen or work it’s magic

Perfectionist – Choosey with Super High Standard

BUSYBEE – Workaholic! Married to his Work (Familiar!)

Friendship Theory – “We are Friends and it should stay that way”

X to the nth Power – Has not gotten over his X or past relationship

Family Feud – Scared of his parents!

Heart Attack – Afraid of falling in love and getting hurt

Waiting Shed – Waiting… Waiting… Waiting..


Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Surmounting Obstacles

"Man is so made that when anything fires his soul, impossibilities vanish"

~Jean de la Fontaine

Special thanks to Wikiquote for providing me with daily dose of pure wisdom


Monday, August 24, 2009

Opinions and Watches

Opinions are like wrist watches

Everyone’s watch, shows a different time from the other

But everyone believes that their own time is correct


Sunday, August 23, 2009

KAKASHI (A boy's life in a Battlefield)

Team Yondaime

To those who consider themselves as an Anime Freak, Such as myself. Having an actual episode dedicated to Kakashi's childhood and how become know as "Kakashi the Sharingan user” is a Gift from heaven.

This 2 part episode, will mainly focus on Kakashi’s Team (team Yondaime), his first mission as a jounin and how kakashi was able to acquire the “Sharingan” (When it’s an ability passed only to a certain blood line, the UCHIHA’s) were we see Naruto's Father, Minato Namikaze. Before he became the 4th Hokage, he is known as "Konoha's Yellow Flash".

This is a must watch for all the naruto fans out there!

Too bad I am unable to embed the series in my blog (tsk!), i will just give you the link below!



Special thanks to Crunchy Roll! Rock on!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

A Lesson on Taking Risk


A 5 year old girl and her father went into to the Beach for the weekend, while they were at the beach. Her father asked her to see what the temperature of the water was like… The little girl was glad to help, went to the water’s edge and dipped in a toe.

“I put my feet in and it was cold” she told him

Her Father picked her up and carried her down to the water again, and without any warning, threw her in. She was shocked at first, but then laughed out loud at the trick he played.

“How’s the water?” asked the father

“It’s Lovely,” she replied

“Right, from now on, whenever you want to find out about something, plunge straight in.”

Blogger's Foot Note:

While I was reading this the book slowly in order for me to digest and absorb the wisdom of it’s content. I was stuck at this story. Then suddenly I had flash backs of my past, the things that I always wanted to do with my life but is too scared or carefree.
I know now that the key to success, wisdom and great fortune lies in risking.

Source: Paulo Coelho’s “BRIDA”
warrior of the light

Favorite Books:
- The winner Stands alone

- The Alchemist
- Brida
- The Pilgrimage

Monday, August 17, 2009


(Previous topic: Getting Fat and plans of going to the gym)

DhonPal: I am still Fat, I will need to loose more weight..
Trainer: no you are not.. You are actually HOT right now
Trainer: hehe
DhonPal: haahahahhaa
DhonPal: hmmmmmm
Trainer: Listen to Ne-Yo's Together
Dhon Pal: I think you have a crush on me? (Joke like manner)
Trainer: Yes.. for quite sometime now.. I just think you are Insensitive

--- Silence ---

Dhon Pal: Yes.. for quite sometime now.. I just think you are Insensitive  really now?
Trainer: Yes.

(Chat continued with me pushing another topic – music videos)

At this moment, I felt my blood rushing into my face that is causing me to blush…

For the longest time, I have considered TRAINER to be just a really good friend.

One that only exists in my face book and yahoo messenger, for almost a month or so of our being friends, we only see each other when I logged in to my facebook. We never had any actual physical meet up.

Yes! I admit I am a sleep addict, I usually sleep (hibernate) during my rest day. When I say sleep it should never be less than 10 hours a day for two days. Meeting up during my rest day is never an option.

This made me ponder on things that I swore I would never do… that includes drugs, getting really really fat, death secondary to stress and fall in love and get hurt in the process…

Is this really worth my time? I guess I could give it a shot and hope for the best. Like what I previously posted regarding finding your soul mates, it’s all about taking the risk.


Saturday, August 8, 2009


“But how will I know who my soul mate is?”

“By taking risk…

Risking failure, disappointments, disillusion, but never ceasing in your search for Love. As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end.”

This line caught my attention while I was browsing through an endless and vast selection of books in Power books one hot summer day. The title of the book is BRIDA by Paulo Coelho, Probably because ever since we knew that we are destined to find our other half in life. We try consciously and unconsciously to look for that person who we will spend our life with.

The search is bout fun and scary, it produced both happiness and Sadness.

There were even several circumstances that we though we had found the one, but then realize that they are not the one. I bet there were also other circumstance were we got hurt so much that we swear to ourselves that we will turn our hearts into stones and never fall in love again.

But can we really stop ourselves from falling in love? Can we really move through life ignoring our soul mates? In the book, it said “Yes” you can pass through life not knowing your soul mate.

“We can also allow our soul mate to pass us by, without accepting him or her, or even noticing… and because of our selfishness, we will be condemned to the worst torture humankind ever invented got itself: Loneliness”

One thing I learned in the 23 years of staying here in this earth is that even if you got hurt so bad that you still bear the scars from relationships past. You might want to find time for your heat, soul and body to heal. But it is not a reason to completely shut down your heart. We all experienced pain and I can give you a medal for that. But the true test of mans courage is by standing and trying again…


Thursday, August 6, 2009


Thanks to max for the pictures!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Who’s your favorite male cartoon character now?

Who’s your favorite male cartoon character now?



Captain John Smith (Pocahontas)


David (Lilo & Stitch)


Prince Philip (Sleeping Beauty)


Captain Phoebus (Hunchback of Notre Dame)




Prince Eric (Little Mermaid)


Prince Adam (Beauty & Beast)


Jim Hawkins (Treasure Planet)


Milo James Thatch (Atlantis)


General Li Shang (Mulan)




Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Viva La Vida

Viva La Vida

I just found myself walking in the mall singing this song aloud… but even if so I realize that I was singing quite a bit loud. I just couldn’t care less… For Singing a Cold Play song is nothing to be ashamed of!

Viva La Vida literally means Long Live Life

The song's Spanish title, "Viva la Vida", is taken from a painting by 20th century Mexican artist Frida Kahlo. It translates into English as "long live life"

The lyrics to "Viva la Vida" contain many religious references. For example, "pillars of salt" is a clear reference to the Biblical story of Lot, whose wife was turned into a pillar of salt. "I know Saint Peter won't call my name" refers to the common Catholic belief that St. Peter guards the gates of heaven. Other likely (but not unambiguous) Biblical references are "Seas would rise when I gave the word" (Moses parting the Red Sea), "... castles stand / Upon ... pillars of sand" (the parable of the man who built his house on sand in chapter 7 of Matthew), and "... my head upon a silver plate" (the beheading of St. John the Baptist: Salome asked to have his head delivered to her upon a platter).

Source: Wikipedia


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