Life, Love and Lust

Have you ever wished that you have the "God-Like" ability to go anywhere you want in a speed of thought?
Me… not a day goes by that I don’t wish for that gift.

Through that gift, I am able to comfort you, be with you and hold your hand even if we are doing anything.
Just staring at the ceiling or outside counting stars while we paint together our hopes and dreams.

Every time we talk on the Phone, I get this tingling pain in my chest. The thought that I might be able to see you but i cannot touch you, Kiss you or hold your hand. This distance between us is like a prison without walls and the clock is ticking. It’s only a matter of time before we reach our breaking point and that scares the hell out of me.

But i have to be strong...i have to be strong not just for me but for “US”.
I have always told you that love transcends distance and if our love is strong and real it can overcome anything. I believe in that.. I hope you do as well.

Hold on.. I know we can make it through.

Always remember… I love you.

Finally.. TheLoveyourself Project has expanded here in Cebu. I have waited for this for a long time.

Now i am a proud member of Loveyourself Cebu!

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For 2012 - will start fresh on all aspect of my life. From Food to love life. I think I need it.. Scratch that. I DESERVE THIS.

“Ganyan talaga ang buhay, walang permanenteng takbo, o kasiguruhan. Minsan, darating na lang ang mga taong di natin inaasahan sa buhay, mamahalin at hanap-hanapin. Ngunit hindi ito magtatagal; aalis din sila dahil hahanapin din nila ang mga sarili, o ang mga pagbabago na dapat gawin, o ang mga posibilidad na magbibigay kahulugan sa mga buhay nila. At dahil mahal, hahayaan natin silang lumipad at makalaya kumbaga, magtagumpay, lumigaya... sa kabila ng sakit na maaaring idudulot nito at ng pagbabago...”

I just realize.. That in fact there a different types of pain.. One Is called a healing pain. After a dying pain, Like heartbreak; we experience a brief period of numbness. A defense mechanism we all unconsciously built for self preservation. However the body will not be able to be in such state forever. Your body will eventually go back. all the feelings and emotions. will return but just before you fully recover. We experience the healing pain, a pain so vivid and emmense as the first pain but the great thing is..
This is a good pain.
A pain to tell you that everything will be alright.
You're heart is no longer frozen. no longer buried 6 under.

It just happens that when..
Tart asked me to stay...
A asked me to love him back;
RM asked me to let him in...

I was in that frozen state..
I am sorry..

But I always am a firm believer that everything has a reason. If a door closes a window will always open.

So.. This is to formally end the winter of my life. Spring is coming, and spring cleaning is necessary. So as of writing I am throwing all the excess baggage of the past relationships I have been harboring. I am burning them up in one big fire I made of words.


-Dhon