Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Are you Ready?

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Someday. .

Random thoughts inside my head..
i realized that because I loved you unconditionally.. when we broke up.. i lost a part of me...

Someday I will be able to gain that back..

I will....

Monday, June 10, 2013

Day 1 - Random Thoughts

I suddenly found myself staring at the rain and then realize that it is indeed over.
It took almost 24 hours for that news to really sink in to my system i guess it was just waiting for the Vodka to vanish so i can take over.

As i was staring at my phone, i realize that i was about to send a message to you like what i always do to keep you updated on what i have been doing and telling you to Eat, Rest and this also includes the I love yous.  

Today was Hell for me. I am constantly fighting the urge to cry and to send you an iMessage to tell you to choose me instead of him. That i deserve your love and not him. These Thoughts and ideas just keep on popping in my head.. that i actually play my MUSIC on a MAX Volume so i won't hear myself think anymore and just focus on my work and the task that needs to be accomplished.

I am waiting for that time that i will be tired... Tired of feeling sorry for myself, Tired of having to feel like crap everyday and waiting for you to change your mind.

 I must accept reality.. It’s never gonna happen. 

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Starting a new

I asked myself while I was smoking. "What did you learn today?" i answered enthusiastically. "I learn that in the Game of Love. Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose. But no matter what happens do not give up on your dreams. If one person walks out on you and leaves you high and dry. Remember that is just one Love Lost versus a hundred or even thousand people who still loves you. The kind of love they can or will offer you don’t matter, Love is Love and it is Universal..."

So i will go to sleep tonight with that thought in my head and i will know that tomorrow will be great day.  It’s time to start a new. 

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Open Letter - Wish Comfort Love

Have you ever wished that you have the "God-Like" ability to go anywhere you want in a speed of thought?
Me… not a day goes by that I don’t wish for that gift.

Through that gift, I am able to comfort you, be with you and hold your hand even if we are doing anything.
Just staring at the ceiling or outside counting stars while we paint together our hopes and dreams.

Every time we talk on the Phone, I get this tingling pain in my chest. The thought that I might be able to see you but i cannot touch you, Kiss you or hold your hand. This distance between us is like a prison without walls and the clock is ticking. It’s only a matter of time before we reach our breaking point and that scares the hell out of me.

But i have to be strong...i have to be strong not just for me but for “US”.
I have always told you that love transcends distance and if our love is strong and real it can overcome anything. I believe in that.. I hope you do as well.

Hold on.. I know we can make it through.

Always remember… I love you.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Loveyourself Is here in Cebu

Finally.. TheLoveyourself Project has expanded here in Cebu. I have waited for this for a long time.

Now i am a proud member of Loveyourself Cebu!

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Sunday, January 8, 2012

Day 1 of 366 - Fresh

For 2012 - will start fresh on all aspect of my life. From Food to love life. I think I need it.. Scratch that. I DESERVE THIS.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Takbo ng Buhay

“Ganyan talaga ang buhay, walang permanenteng takbo, o kasiguruhan. Minsan, darating na lang ang mga taong di natin inaasahan sa buhay, mamahalin at hanap-hanapin. Ngunit hindi ito magtatagal; aalis din sila dahil hahanapin din nila ang mga sarili, o ang mga pagbabago na dapat gawin, o ang mga posibilidad na magbibigay kahulugan sa mga buhay nila. At dahil mahal, hahayaan natin silang lumipad at makalaya kumbaga, magtagumpay, lumigaya... sa kabila ng sakit na maaaring idudulot nito at ng pagbabago...”

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Healing Pain

I just realize.. That in fact there a different types of pain.. One Is called a healing pain. After a dying pain, Like heartbreak; we experience a brief period of numbness. A defense mechanism we all unconsciously built for self preservation. However the body will not be able to be in such state forever. Your body will eventually go back. all the feelings and emotions. will return but just before you fully recover. We experience the healing pain, a pain so vivid and emmense as the first pain but the great thing is..
This is a good pain.
A pain to tell you that everything will be alright.
You're heart is no longer frozen. no longer buried 6 under.

It just happens that when..
Tart asked me to stay...
A asked me to love him back;
RM asked me to let him in...

I was in that frozen state..
I am sorry..

But I always am a firm believer that everything has a reason. If a door closes a window will always open.

So.. This is to formally end the winter of my life. Spring is coming, and spring cleaning is necessary. So as of writing I am throwing all the excess baggage of the past relationships I have been harboring. I am burning them up in one big fire I made of words.



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