Just when I thought

Just when I thought I was free from his spell over me…
I was single and Yes,Quiet happy…

Then I got a message from a friend…
That He is seeing an old friend of mine..
Suddenly.. after I heard the news..

These feelings started to appear out of nowhere…
Love, Jealousy, Hate, Hope
It started to pile up and rise from the depths of my heart
With nowhere to go except in to my eyes…
all these mixed emotions suddenly materialized as it was about to go out...
It became tears…

Just when I thought… i was done with this chapter of my life
But it seems that I am lingering still
Hoping that by doing so…Another page will suddenly appear
That could change the outcome…

Just when I thought that the storm was over.. I realized that the sunshine I felt was it’s eye…

Just when I thought I could start to rebuilt my life after that earthquake that rocked my world to the core.. and Aftershock came…

Just when I thought…

But I know the time will come that I can say that the storm has past or the earthquake is over...
Until such time i have to be strong.. and use this time to love myself more...

Like what the story "Missing Piece meets the Big O"...
I can use this time to liftpullflopliftpullflop... until i become whole.