Tuesday, September 29, 2009
A Letter to Pooh
First of all I want to say,
Thank you for making me smile even when I felt the whole world was against me
Thank you being there when I was all alone, abandon by the world
Thank you for the being a not just my partner, but my mentor, colleague and confidant
Thank you for the care and attention that you have given me unconditionally
Thank you for reminding me who I am and what I am. That I do what I do not to please other people but to please myself
Thank you for remembering every monthsary and even our anniversary even if we are no longer together for almost 8 months.
I promised myself that something, if you have grown up then I will surely find my way back home to you. Then, one day while we were talking and texting, I found out that you have indeed grown up. Yet, at the back of my mind I was still scared.
I was scared to admit that I was still in love with you and that you have even out grown me in more ways than one.
“I loved you for 8 months, I have just been to scared and arrogant to realize it”
I was putting myself out there, going on dates and meeting new friends. But some how it never worked out with them, Then I finally realized one thing;
They could never surpass the one man I measure them against, and that’s you.
I found it hard to accept, that when I decided to walk my way home to you. You already have someone else there. I guess the parable of the prodigal son that we read in the bible was just an “Ideal” Scenario.
I fought a good fight, I can honestly say that. I know it was hard for you to decide between me and Rabbit, especially when I caused you so much pain and anguish. But then you have made your choice, Even if it’s not me I respect it.
I was hurt but then at the same time I am happy that you have finally opened your heart to someone else.
I wish you both nothing but the best in your relationship, I know you will work things out. I will always be here for you as a friend.
Thank you Pooh and Goodbye